Anxious

I havent step foot in LONDON & i am already scared.
I'm afraid that i couldnt get a job there, i m afraid of the ppl there, i m afraid that there is racism.

Bt before all this problem pop into my head, im afraid that i will cry. I feel like crying already although i havent leave home. I feel like crying when i see my precious dog ~ FiFi. She is my precious for now. I Like to see her cute little feet, and tail whenever she greets me by the stairs.
I will miss my mummy cause she is my best friend. We go shooping together, we talk about guys together, we bring FiFi to the clinic together, we joke together....we do things together.....
I miss my dad tooo... Though he always scold us.. ahaha... bt i know he is doing for our sake.
I miss my grandparents tooooo ... especially them... we have been together since i was born ^^ .. they cook for me.. fetch me around. gimme extra pocket money ....
Then is my little sister ... Though i always bully her.. bt i still love her .. cause she is my little sister.. and she is d most mischieve one.. so i m also really worried about her...

Hope that everything will go well, and i will survive well in UK & my family over here will be in good condition as always ^^>.. God bless them.. please...