What am I doing at such hour, awake writing a post? Haha, been browsing through my friends blogs who are mostly having their college. To be more precise ALLL is having their college life execpt me & C'en I guess.
Reading their blogs some how made me feel different & curious & of course a bit worried about the future college life I will be going through next year.
Different
Different as in going through something totally different at a totallly different time.
I think I've learned things much earlier than them, things that you cant find in books, things that you gotta experience it yourself to truely understand the meaning of it, things that they might never experience (the dark side of my stay).
Curious
How is my college life gonna be? What is the actual plan? What kind of people will I meet? Have I made a right decision? What is my future gonna be?
Afraid
Frankly speaking, the only thing I am afraid of is WILL I BE ABLE TO COPE with my studies after being 1 1/2 behind? haha...
The answer must be YES, if not I will be dead.. haha...
Actually DIFFERENCE is the thing that struck me most right now.
I can see that my friends are still naive, happy go lucky (Not that I am saying its bad). Being naive can be quite a good thing, at least you would have so much woorrry & streessss. I am even starting to worrry about the future, when I get old etc. Gosh I am thinkig like an old lady.
I dont think they've really understand what LIFE is, how the world is like out there. How human beings can act soo badly... So many things unreveal YET to them. Things that make Life LIFE. haha... YOu guys might think taht I am crazy or what, but trust me, life isnt pretty at all. ONly some part I think...
So to my dear friends, welcome to the world where everything is possible, from the worse to the best. YOu will then discover that... Your own defination of LIFE...
Saturday, October 29, 2005
Being Different
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Friday, October 28, 2005
Friday
Finally its the end of the week * Wee * & tomorrow's weeked... days you can just sleep in & do nothing but laz around... gege...
Before I left the office, I bumped into Susan Murphy (my manager's manager). SHe is a really nice big lady =P. Its the smile on her face that makes her looked so comfortable. We sort of say Hi & asked how the week went about.
I remember once, the toilet was pretty occupied, and when I just went in, one of the door's was just flipping, obviously someone jsut came out, so I went in. Guess waht...
I wish I didnt come in taht FAST!!!!!!! Someone just did a HUGE HUGE businesss there & it smelled terrrible. Guess who just started washing her hands? Susan!!!! AHahaha..
I think she actually loooked at me when I went in. Boy the smelll...
Then I went Morrison to get some stuff. I planned to make Curry Pasta tomorrow... wahaha.. I actually experimented that with Mifei last month, and it was quite a successs, just that we added too much curry powder or the curry powder didnt disloved well in the gravy.. wHat ever way happend, it tasted not too bad =)
Then I bought pan cake flour (finally). Soo loooks like i am gonna be cooking something tomorrow or sunday.. hmm...
Walking to the bus stop was killing me cause the bags of food were SUPER HEAVY. Last night, I had enough trouble carrying that heavy thick Guiness World Records book. My muscle actually ache this morning, thanks to the boook. And now, its like I am having 2 huge dumbell on each hand >,<.
The minute I reached the bus stop, 2 bus just went offf. And as you know, buses here dont wait for ppl (not like Metro in Msia, ah moi ah moi..). I was so frustrated & thought, should I walked to the other corner & wait for that Bus i just missed? There was quite some traffic in front of the road, so I decided to try my luck.
WHen I reached the next stop after some 'journey' which I never knew they were sooo farrrr away, there werent any sign of any bus. Instantly I cursed inside my heart, "I shouldnt hav walked here!" But then after the lights turning green, the bus appeared from the corner * wee * .
Lucky me that I dindt miss the bus & I didnt waste my time waiting for the next one ^^ (Last night's experience is goood enough for me).
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Thursday, October 27, 2005
Shopping . Trick or Treat

Heidi finish work rather late today. As I've asked her to go shopping with me, I got to wait for her. While waiting I went to Waterstone to see whats in the STORE. ANd guess what I bought... GUINESS WORLD RECORD 2006, lolz... haha...
I soooo wanted to buy that when I am in Msia but its always that expensive.. not in Pounds.. the figure looked smaller.. haha... Futhermore, there is 50% off for that.. haha.. so I bought that =P
I met up with Heidi inside Miss Selfridge. I actually arrived there earlier than Heidi, so I went trying the clothes before waiting for her.. haha.. And I got myself... a SKIRT.. haha... 
Next station is TOPSHOP cause its just next door =P
Got myself 2 brooch (I think), cause they are just really cute ^^
Later we went to Warehouse. I made a stupid HUGE mistake AGAIN... THe winter/autumn jackets were on sale as in OFF £20, not selling for £20 >,<""
I always make such stupid mistake >,<""
Then bought a pair of earring frm there hehehe..
Now I face a new PROBLEM... I HAVE NO SHOES TO GO WITH MY SKIRT!!!!!
HOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Waited 1 hour for the damn bus >,<. The bus will never be puntuacl at night.. but YES in the morning...
WHen I came home only I knew that our house's kitchen got flooded.. by Hurricane Bath tub.. lolz..
It seems that there's some leaking... ANd water drippin frm the ceiling >,<
And the second HUGE news is our new neighbour's NEW HOUSE was broken in * DANG DANG *.
Had the same faith as us.. wahhaha * evil *
Thats why the police had just installed a security camera in our house. When everyone's out, just on the camera & it will detect heat (someting like infared) & take that 'heat' down. Canggih huh.. haha...
While having dinner, suddenly someone knocked agaist the door.. when Gary open it.. DANG DANG... SURPRISE!!!!! TRICK OR TREAT!!! hehe...
Hallowne's near... ANd kids are just having FUN. Brian & Adrian ran upstairs to get their sweeets & crips.. hehe..
The only thing is it seems their costume werent fully charge.. or running out of energy.. cause IT WONT GLOW IN THE DARK.. wahahahha....
I am startiing to imagine.. what if our WHOLE family go knocking at ppl's door wearing costumes & of course with Ziv with a glow in the dark costume, will we be beaten up? wahahha...
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Damn Bee
While I was enjoying 女人我最大 a damn HUGE annoying beeeeeeeee flew into the lantern light... I SCREAMED (as usual) and ran to Gary's room.
Luckily there;s a guy staying next to my rooom... if not I SURE DIE !!!!!!!!!!!!
Its really weird how that thing came in... I closed the window & the door?!
The only clue I can think of is - there was a 'huge' bang on the window just now, I wonder is that the beeee... But if it is IT... how the hell it manage to come in???
* Weird *.
Dont care la.. damn the beeeee....
TOday bought Mou MOU's jersey di.. £15 ah.. mou mou.. hehe... remember lor.. haha...
Then I spotted a bag.. haha... Hopefully tomorrrow got energy to go buy... cause today my wages will be bank into my acccount... wahahhahahahaa....
* PAY DAY * = )
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Thursday, October 20, 2005
Happy 22th Birthday to Daniel
Been busy making food the whole day. Its really fun, and its like as if we are going to have Chinese New Year Reunion Dinner, lolz.
Jerry bought LOTS and I mean LOTS of crabs & thanks to our great cheft, Brian Tan, we had 3 types of delicious crabby * hmm.. hmm * & all of them were SUPER DELICIOUS. One's Chilli Crab, ones Tomato Crab and the other one was Green Chillie + Garlic crab (the hottest one).
Eating crab is always that troublesome. I hate removing the damn hard shell, thats why dad always do the job while I just eat... haha... This time, Dan did that... haha... But not as suceessful as dad, gaga.
Veronica is allergy to seafood and yet she had a lot of crab, simply because its irresistable * Yummy *. Even Heidi who had serious sorethroat ate lots of crab.. haha...
Its my first time cleaning the squids *ewww* but yummy ^^. I always love squids but I never know how to clean it. Brian taught me =)(cause I m walking up & down doing nothing..gaga), gotta remove the skin for hygiene purpose. Then cut off the eyes & brain * eww * .
We had steambot for the night. Prepared lots of food. No matter what, Msia's steambot is still the best compared to our homemade...gaga... No tom yam >,<
The table was FULL with FOOD, so full that we dont hav any space to eat... haha...
The best dish would of course be the CRABBIES ^^.
After dinner, Dan went dressing himself for ICON clubbing & again, STRIPPED DANCE >,<... GUys..always that ham sap... haha...
THen while he was walking downstairs, we gave him a surprise birthday cake ^^. 
After the cake, they set off for their 'entertainment'. Brian wanted to go to stripped show, but Veronica wasnt happy with that, wahaha... so he ended up coming back early...gaga...
WHen they had fun, I was being cinderella again... haih... cleaning the damn place ALONE. I cleaned 2hours for goodness sake.. Haih..
SOmething eerieee happended... I was washing in front of the basin which there's a big window, and all in the suddden, I saw something white ran pass & I nearly screamed like hell, bt I didnt... I was quite freak out... Eww... Scary huh... And I havent bring in my laundry from outside... I seriously nearly shouted for Veronica & Ziv, but I didnt.. haha..
What a night huh..
THis year Dan;s present are pretty GOOD.
Gucci Wallet, Prada Keychain, Ted Baker's stuff, Beaver Brooks jewellery, Playboy lighter & the funniest of all A TOY REMOTE CONTROL CAR!!! He is such a kid man >,<
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Good Old Friend
I am darn tired for these 3 days, dont know why though... It was sooo torturing to NOT SLEEP when you WANT to sleep. Just like in the school days, forcing your sleepy doozing off eyes to open WIDE & concentrate. At least in school, you can still sleep behind the teacherS back, but not at work >,<...
Finally, office hours over. Went home * Wee *
Guess who's on the net when I go on9, its Jor How & Yee Yien!! ^^
Boy its been AGES I last chat with them... Still the same old look...haha... Didnt change at all... Good news huh? haha...
Still putting preasure on themselves & always trying hard for everything...
Hopefully everything will go well for both of them...
Tomorrow's Dan birthday * Happy BirthDay *!!
I wanted to make him red egg to eat at midnight, but guess what... The eggs were screwed up... Gary tried one of them... its not COOOK!!!! Damn it...
So the eggs were soon forgotten in the pot boiling again >,<
I Bought the coloring to dye man!!!! But... wasnt able to show.. haha...
Nevermind, I will use the coloring for the next Tang Yuen!! haha..
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Monday, October 17, 2005
Damn it
Today’s the first day Stacey & I changed place to Alystairs and Monika’s seat. I think it might be a good thing for us to change, cause at least this way, we will speak less which then leads us to met our target easier... hmm... am I right? I hope I am...
Right after work, went to World of Sports again... to remove the stupid security ring on the jersey I bought last night >,<. How stupid is that... To my surprise, the alarm didnt go off last night when I walked out... haha... Does that prove the thing aint working at all??? Are they just trying to put up a show... to scare people?? Haha...
I then bought another England jersey for Kimberly. Thats her present from UK... haha... Thats all... Nothing else.. haha... * evil *
When I came home, took Ziv out to poo poo... that fella... We walked about 2 streets and he wasnt going to poo yet!! And the wind was really cold... I got mad and scolded him saying, “Okay, dont need to poo anymore... lets just go home...” Immediately, he poo in the middle of the road.. hahaha... smart arse hmm..
Dan wasnt feeling well, so I made him congee for dinner. Luckily mum brought us Cai Xin * yummy *
Then guess whos back?! TOMMY!!!!
It looks like everyone didnt like him... execpt me & Veronica but now I dont like him too!!!!
As all the rooms are occupied, he has only 2 choice, sleep with Adrian (if he lets him, which is soo impossible) or sleep in the living room.
Adrian’s reaction was soooo funny!!! He really dont want him to sleep with him... Give all sorts of excuses.. haha...
Then why I dont like him too? Cause he has this really BAD ARSE MOUTH!!!
I was cooking in the kitchen and he asked me when am I going back. I said most probably end of April but my visa ends year 2007 January. He gave me a stupid idiotic advice to work here (Jump aeroplane)... Who he think I am??? Like him ah???? Useless...
Then the thing that make me dont like him is...
he was wondering am I still working with the PPA (my current job), and I said YES... You know what he said??? HE SAID...
For goodness sake(HOU SAM) you go find another job la....
WHAT THE HELL!!!!!! Is my this job very embarassing??? HAR??!!!!
If its soo, its still better than his!!!!! I am not a graduate at all, and I am sitting in the office!!! While he is one shit PASS graduate gotta stand by the roadside selling stuff... F man!!!!!
WHO THE HELL IS HE TO GIVE SUCH COMMENT!!!!
The reason he is back is he wanted to extand his visa which is ending end of this month. He could do so if he came here earlier when he got his damn results (he wants to retake his exam)... And the day to do so was like LAST MONTH??? If you really want to stay back soo badly, you would have the time and feel the urgent of it and get it done soon... not LAST MINUTE!!!!!
May he cant extand his visa!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now everyone, ‘forced’ to company him out... to Eyes for You Only stripped show.. haha...
If wasnt for working tomorrow morning, I would follow.. haha... Nevermind, still got chance.. haha
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